My Amazing Summer!! (Jess)

I wish every summer could be like the one I’m bout to tell you!! sigh :( Anywhoo here is my story!!

My mom and dad told me that I had to go visit my Grandma (she is really old, like in her 90's) and I was game, cause its usually only a week or two! And when I was packing my mom came in with like 3 more bags, and I was like mom are you coming too, and she was like no, I know your gonna need more than 2 bags for the whole summer! I was like shocked, I tried to get out of it, but I didn't work! I really didn't want to leave, cause we were gonna go to go coast to coast, and I didn't want to miss that! Well I was really pissed on the way up there and I showed it, when we pulled up I grabbed a bag and the door of her house opened up, and that was a first, cause she can barely (spell check) better yet open a door so I kinda just ignored (spell check) it, well I forgot my purse so I went over to the side opened up the door and my brother was like haha you have to go and I don't I punched him in the arm and grabbed my purse, when I went back to where my bags were only 3 were left, and both my mom and dad were standing there I was like what happened but I just played it cool well I went inside and my grandma was sitting in a rocking chair playing one of those electric card games (that is like her fav thing to do in the world, how she can hold it, and how she can see it I will never know but she can) she set it down stared at me and said "Peyton, I’m so glad you came to visit me, let me take a look at you" (now she hasn't seen me since I was like in 8th grade, and now I’m out of school so you get the picture) "well you've gotten taller, your hair is longer, and you've got boobs" (now when your mom says that you get embarrassed, think about when your grandma says it) and right as she said that this really hott guy walked in and I was like oh my god, what is wrong with her! He said "Pris (Priscilla) the lady's bags are in the guest room" and she just nodded, and then my mother was like, well we better get going we have a big trip to make this summer! By Peyt, don't have to much fun, and use your manors, and don't forget to brush your teeth, and..... and....... and....... and........ you get the point, all the stuff mothers do when they say goodbye! I walked out with them and so did the guy, and my little bro (I have a big bro too, but he was in Australia (spell check) at the time) stuck his head out the window and stuck out his tongue! well they drove off and I looked next to me and he just smiled and then walked off I sat there thinking wow, this is going to be the worst summer of my life! well I sat down on her porch swing (she lives in one of those country house the one where the porch goes all the way around the house, and it has stairs that’s the kinda house she lives in but she lives in a neighbor hood) and I just sat there and I kept trying to refresh my memories off all the good times I have had there but they just weren’t coming back to me!! I heard my grandma calling me so I went in she was still sitting in her rocking chair, I went over to her and she was like, so.... whets been up with you lastly, and I was like oh umm nothing really just hanging out with friends, then the guy came out again and grandma was like oh Peyt (that’s what pretty much all of my family calls me) this is Jess, Jess this is my granddaughter Peyton, and she was Jess helps me out around the house, and he lives here too he lives in the attic, and I was like ohm so I get to spend the whole summer with a really hott guy, it just got a little bit better then the clock struck 7 p.m. and my grandma was like oh its time to take a bath and I was like what and then Jess grabbed her arm and helped her up then they walked down the hall, and they were gone for like 15 mins. and I was like "so you helped her take a bath in 15 minutes" and he was like oh no, she just got in the lady next door helps her take a bath" a relieved look came over me, and he was like so......what are you into? and I was like writing and drama! and he was like well I’m into the writing part, just not the drama! well a week went by and I would talk to him at dinner and we would play a game here in there with my grandma but mostly I stayed in basement on my laptop I don't know really how, but I had better service on my phone and my laptop in the basement I mean she had an okay basement, it had a couch a TV, and bathroom, I and a little bedroom, and sorta a little kitchen, it was like a guess house, I didn't get why Jess just didn't live down there, cause the last time I was in the attic, it was an attic but while I was remembering the attic I remembered something from my past, I had to stay a summer out here before, my 8th grade year, and I wrote a journal, and everyday I would write in it, well I hid it in a floor board! so I kept thinking how was I gonna get it, and then I decided that when Jess was helping my grandma I would just run up there look for the different colored floor board with a hole in it and get it so I ran up the stairs and then I found the attic latch and opened it and walked up the stairs and I looked and it was actually allot like the basement there was a mini fridge a couch a TV 2 beds and a closet, not exactly like the basement, but pretty close, and I was like okay, just to get my journal, and I couldn't find the floor board I kept looking and then I heard someone coming up the stairs, so I grabbed the rope, and pulled the latch shut, and I was trying to find a place to hide so I hid under the bed and that’s when I found it, the floor board so I tried to open it, but I was laying on the end so it wouldn't open and then I moved and the floor board hit the top of the bed, and I guess I wasn't paying very close attention and Jess had came in and he was sitting on the couch and he came over and he looked under the bed and said "did you drop something" I smiled and he gave me his hand and I was like oh no I just got lost and he was like and you hid under my bed yeah there was a monster after me and I ran down the latch! well a week went by and I still had to get up there and Jess said he was going to take grandma outside for bit so it was the perfect timing I went up stairs opened the latch went under the bed pulled up on the floor board, and it wasn't there. so I walked down stairs and down the latch and sat down on the couch and then I saw it under some of Jess' things my pink with butterflies on it journal I pulled it out and saw that it had been book marked, and then he came I threw it under the couch and he came in and so did my grandma and she was like its time for me to go to bed so I sat on the couch waited for him to come out and I showed him it, and he said "where did you get that?" and I said "NO! where did you get that" and he was like well it was under my bed so I assumed you wanted me to read it" I was like "hell no didn't want you to read it, that was private and personal!" and I walked down to the basement, and I guess I fell asleep on the couch with my laptop and listening to my ipod! I felt my ipod getting pulled out of my hands and ears, and I heard my laptop close and then I felt a blanket being put on me and I just went back to sleep! well a month went by and me and Jess grew closer, I mean I would help him with my grandma and we would go on walks or go out and get stuff together, well, one night I was sitting in the basement listening to music on my ipod, and on myspace when he came down he sat beside, and asked what I was doing and I was like oh I’m just messing around on myspace, and he was like cool and I was like yeah! and then he said " so hows Craig doing" and I was like how do you know about Craig? "well I read your diary" he said and I hit him in the arm, well I don't know I haven’t' seen him since that summer, and then all the sudden I don't what happened, but we kissed like you know not one of those chicken pecks like full fledge human kiss, and (oh by the way he was a great kisser) then he looked me in the eye, and said "you have boobs!" and I was like great and I hit him in the arm, and we kissed again! Well we started dating and everything was great! another month went by, and I lost my virginity to him! I was 18 (and I know my blog says I’m 18 but actually I’m 19 but anyways, and then 2 weeks later my mom and dad showed up and said "were here lets hit the road" I left my summer fling, if that’s what you want to call it, but I call it, LOVE L-like when you can't stop thinking about them even when there right next to you O-over and over again is your kissing style V-very very extraordinary touch E-eternally together! I haven't seen Jess since then my grandma is still alive, I just haven't had the time, or the effort to go out and see her, and Jess is still there, but how do I not know that he hasn't moved on to some Blondie with legs or anybody!! This summer sucks I’m single and ready to mingle all because of some stupid girl named Kortney, and if you don't get this, then read Mitchell and you will!!
I don't know what to do, shoould I go out and visit my grandma this summer or should I just stay a let it all be, I haven't got him off my heart even with Mitchell I still had him on my heart! I don't know what to do, can you tell me?