Sometimes in life, we see things we don't want to believe.
 We convince ourselves that we were wrong, and that everything is alright.
 But somethimes, this isn't so.
 Sometimes, what we see is everthing we thought it to be, and more.
You go through life with people you chose to call, "friends".
People that are supposed to stand by you no matter what.
 These select few are those who would go to the end of the world and back just to be sure you're happy.
People that respect you as well as your intelegence.
Friends are supposed to be open and HONEST.
And have the upmost understanding of you and your feelings.
 I am pleased to say that I, myself, have a few TRUE friends.
And they should be proud to hold that position.

I wouldn't trade them for the world

-girl:
i love you

- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!

-Girl:
Really?

- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.

- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?

- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?

- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.

- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.

- Girl:
......

- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary?

- Girl:
Yeah...where?

- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?

-Girl:
Ok.

- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?

- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?

- Boy:
In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...

-Girl:
Aye...I thought you didnt have work today...

- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.

- Girl:
Oh okay! So ill see you around 7:30 then?

- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?

- Girl:
Yeah?

- Boy:
I love you.

- Girl:
I love you too!

- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.

- Girl:
Ok bye.

- Boy:
Bye.

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2 hours later...

The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings bell.

- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)

- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?

- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?

- Boy:
Ok.

They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating they head back to the car but before she got into the car...

- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?

- Girl:
Why??!

- Boy:
Its a suprise.

- Girl:
What kind of suprise?

- Boy:
A big one.

- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.

- Boy:
I promise.

- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...

So they drove off...........and then they stoped.

- Boy:
Ok we're here!

-Girl:
Where?

- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!

- Girl:
What place?

- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)

- Girl:
Babe!...

The boy walks her to the place.

- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.

- Girl:
Where are we?

He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....

- Girl:
Omg...(tears come down)

- Boy:
Why are you crying?

- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...

- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)

- Girl:
(tears come down faster)

- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!

- Girl:
Get up!

- Boy:
Yeah?

- Girl:
(kisses him)

-Boy
Is that a yes or a no?

- Girl:
Yes!

I wish true love could really be like this! sigh :(

I wish every summer could be like the one I’m bout to tell you!! sigh :( Anywhoo here is my story!!

My mom and dad told me that I had to go visit my Grandma (she is really old, like in her 90's) and I was game, cause its usually only a week or two! And when I was packing my mom came in with like 3 more bags, and I was like mom are you coming too, and she was like no, I know your gonna need more than 2 bags for the whole summer! I was like shocked, I tried to get out of it, but I didn't work! I really didn't want to leave, cause we were gonna go to go coast to coast, and I didn't want to miss that! Well I was really pissed on the way up there and I showed it, when we pulled up I grabbed a bag and the door of her house opened up, and that was a first, cause she can barely (spell check) better yet open a door so I kinda just ignored (spell check) it, well I forgot my purse so I went over to the side opened up the door and my brother was like haha you have to go and I don't I punched him in the arm and grabbed my purse, when I went back to where my bags were only 3 were left, and both my mom and dad were standing there I was like what happened but I just played it cool well I went inside and my grandma was sitting in a rocking chair playing one of those electric card games (that is like her fav thing to do in the world, how she can hold it, and how she can see it I will never know but she can) she set it down stared at me and said "Peyton, I’m so glad you came to visit me, let me take a look at you" (now she hasn't seen me since I was like in 8th grade, and now I’m out of school so you get the picture) "well you've gotten taller, your hair is longer, and you've got boobs" (now when your mom says that you get embarrassed, think about when your grandma says it) and right as she said that this really hott guy walked in and I was like oh my god, what is wrong with her! He said "Pris (Priscilla) the lady's bags are in the guest room" and she just nodded, and then my mother was like, well we better get going we have a big trip to make this summer! By Peyt, don't have to much fun, and use your manors, and don't forget to brush your teeth, and..... and....... and....... and........ you get the point, all the stuff mothers do when they say goodbye! I walked out with them and so did the guy, and my little bro (I have a big bro too, but he was in Australia (spell check) at the time) stuck his head out the window and stuck out his tongue! well they drove off and I looked next to me and he just smiled and then walked off I sat there thinking wow, this is going to be the worst summer of my life! well I sat down on her porch swing (she lives in one of those country house the one where the porch goes all the way around the house, and it has stairs that’s the kinda house she lives in but she lives in a neighbor hood) and I just sat there and I kept trying to refresh my memories off all the good times I have had there but they just weren’t coming back to me!! I heard my grandma calling me so I went in she was still sitting in her rocking chair, I went over to her and she was like, so.... whets been up with you lastly, and I was like oh umm nothing really just hanging out with friends, then the guy came out again and grandma was like oh Peyt (that’s what pretty much all of my family calls me) this is Jess, Jess this is my granddaughter Peyton, and she was Jess helps me out around the house, and he lives here too he lives in the attic, and I was like ohm so I get to spend the whole summer with a really hott guy, it just got a little bit better then the clock struck 7 p.m. and my grandma was like oh its time to take a bath and I was like what and then Jess grabbed her arm and helped her up then they walked down the hall, and they were gone for like 15 mins. and I was like "so you helped her take a bath in 15 minutes" and he was like oh no, she just got in the lady next door helps her take a bath" a relieved look came over me, and he was like so......what are you into? and I was like writing and drama! and he was like well I’m into the writing part, just not the drama! well a week went by and I would talk to him at dinner and we would play a game here in there with my grandma but mostly I stayed in basement on my laptop I don't know really how, but I had better service on my phone and my laptop in the basement I mean she had an okay basement, it had a couch a TV, and bathroom, I and a little bedroom, and sorta a little kitchen, it was like a guess house, I didn't get why Jess just didn't live down there, cause the last time I was in the attic, it was an attic but while I was remembering the attic I remembered something from my past, I had to stay a summer out here before, my 8th grade year, and I wrote a journal, and everyday I would write in it, well I hid it in a floor board! so I kept thinking how was I gonna get it, and then I decided that when Jess was helping my grandma I would just run up there look for the different colored floor board with a hole in it and get it so I ran up the stairs and then I found the attic latch and opened it and walked up the stairs and I looked and it was actually allot like the basement there was a mini fridge a couch a TV 2 beds and a closet, not exactly like the basement, but pretty close, and I was like okay, just to get my journal, and I couldn't find the floor board I kept looking and then I heard someone coming up the stairs, so I grabbed the rope, and pulled the latch shut, and I was trying to find a place to hide so I hid under the bed and that’s when I found it, the floor board so I tried to open it, but I was laying on the end so it wouldn't open and then I moved and the floor board hit the top of the bed, and I guess I wasn't paying very close attention and Jess had came in and he was sitting on the couch and he came over and he looked under the bed and said "did you drop something" I smiled and he gave me his hand and I was like oh no I just got lost and he was like and you hid under my bed yeah there was a monster after me and I ran down the latch! well a week went by and I still had to get up there and Jess said he was going to take grandma outside for bit so it was the perfect timing I went up stairs opened the latch went under the bed pulled up on the floor board, and it wasn't there. so I walked down stairs and down the latch and sat down on the couch and then I saw it under some of Jess' things my pink with butterflies on it journal I pulled it out and saw that it had been book marked, and then he came I threw it under the couch and he came in and so did my grandma and she was like its time for me to go to bed so I sat on the couch waited for him to come out and I showed him it, and he said "where did you get that?" and I said "NO! where did you get that" and he was like well it was under my bed so I assumed you wanted me to read it" I was like "hell no didn't want you to read it, that was private and personal!" and I walked down to the basement, and I guess I fell asleep on the couch with my laptop and listening to my ipod! I felt my ipod getting pulled out of my hands and ears, and I heard my laptop close and then I felt a blanket being put on me and I just went back to sleep! well a month went by and me and Jess grew closer, I mean I would help him with my grandma and we would go on walks or go out and get stuff together, well, one night I was sitting in the basement listening to music on my ipod, and on myspace when he came down he sat beside, and asked what I was doing and I was like oh I’m just messing around on myspace, and he was like cool and I was like yeah! and then he said " so hows Craig doing" and I was like how do you know about Craig? "well I read your diary" he said and I hit him in the arm, well I don't know I haven’t' seen him since that summer, and then all the sudden I don't what happened, but we kissed like you know not one of those chicken pecks like full fledge human kiss, and (oh by the way he was a great kisser) then he looked me in the eye, and said "you have boobs!" and I was like great and I hit him in the arm, and we kissed again! Well we started dating and everything was great! another month went by, and I lost my virginity to him! I was 18 (and I know my blog says I’m 18 but actually I’m 19 but anyways, and then 2 weeks later my mom and dad showed up and said "were here lets hit the road" I left my summer fling, if that’s what you want to call it, but I call it, LOVE L-like when you can't stop thinking about them even when there right next to you O-over and over again is your kissing style V-very very extraordinary touch E-eternally together! I haven't seen Jess since then my grandma is still alive, I just haven't had the time, or the effort to go out and see her, and Jess is still there, but how do I not know that he hasn't moved on to some Blondie with legs or anybody!! This summer sucks I’m single and ready to mingle all because of some stupid girl named Kortney, and if you don't get this, then read Mitchell and you will!!
I don't know what to do, shoould I go out and visit my grandma this summer or should I just stay a let it all be, I haven't got him off my heart even with Mitchell I still had him on my heart! I don't know what to do, can you tell me?

How could he he acted like he cared  he acted like he was there! it all ended last night!

I've known Mitchell for about  1 year, well maybe a little over a year, but around a year, and i met him in shopping week of college he took almost every class i did, and he was cute, sweet, smart, funny, considerit (sp) almost everything you look for in a guy, and he is it!! Well, we kinda started dating, not like full fledge i guess you could say we were non-exclusive!! We would date each other, and other people! But i didn't date anyone else but he did then he told me that i needed to date someone else! So i told him to pick a guy. He did i went out to a party with him and Mitchell was there, and this guy (Lucas) kissed me, and Mitchell got pissed, he punched the guy in the face, and told him to back off, and then he said we were leaving!! Well it was an up turn to are relationship, he said he wanted to be exclusive. So we were. Well everything was great but before we were even non-exclusive he told he liked my frenemy or i guess just my enemy well he stopped liking her and then i came in! and i guess i was his rock, and then yeah! well about a week ago, he said i have feeling for someone else i asked who? and he was Kortney (frenemy) so i was like okay? and he was like but i won't let it get in the way of are relationship! i told him "kay" but i knew, that it wouldn't be abel to last long. So last night he took me to my favorite resturant, and i knew something was up. we ate, and he acted really nervous, like he had to tell me he was pregnat, just kidding but thats what he acted like. He took me back to his dorm and when we got there my fav song "leaving town alive by BETHANOY JOY LENZ" and there were candels everywhere he sat down on the couch and told me to sit down too, he said "Peyton, i love Kortney, and i think we should break up" i was pissed i got up left, i didn't really know what to say, cause he likes Kortney. So i just left, i walked home, and he didn't even try to come after me, and thats when i knew we didn't even have a chance as friends. when i got to the door the lights were on, and i knew that Paris (my roomie) was up, i walked through the door with tears on my face, and she said "i've got a family size tub of ice cream" she gave me hug and went to her room. I went and changed and came back out she had the 3rd season of ONE TREE HILL sitting out, and all of the other movies, or tv shows that make me cry! we sat there til 2 in the morning and there was at least 30 missed calls and at 2:30 the door was knocked on, i went to it looked through the little peepy hole and there was Kortney and Mitchell i opened the door, and Kortney looked at me and she said "Peyton, i just want to thank you for breaking up with Mitchell so i could go out with him, i'm so glad i got your blessing" I look at Mitchell and he was mouthing "go with it" i look at Kortney and said "you know Kortney, i didn't give my blessing, i didn't want to break up, but whatever makes you sleep at night is fine with me!!" and then Paris came up from behind me and said "it time for you guys to leave" but Kortney wasn't ready, she still wanted to rub it in my face!! so she said "but i just want to say thank you anyways Peyton" and then for the big fanali (spell check) Paris punched her in the face, and kicked Mitchell in the balls!! i guess you could say that i have an awesome roomie!! But then this morning when i was in the dinning hall grabbing food he came and stood next to me and he was like is there anything you want to ask me? and i was like "acctually how could you just break up with me like that, you acted like it didn't hurt you" and he was like "it didn't hurt me, i didn't have feeling for you or like you at all" and thats when i had the biggest melt down of my life, right there in the dinning hall i just fell down to the floor and started crying!!

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Hi everybody, i've been working on making a tv show called: 12 ways to drama, its about 12 kids who's lives revolve around drama!! and if you have read any of my other blogs, you know that i write a lot about TV, well i like TV lol! anyways here is the name of each person in my tv show, and what happens to them in what season:
(Note: Daniel isn't in the first season, only 2nd and so forth) (another Note: Season 1 is everybodys Sophmore year and then you know Season 2 is Junior, and Season 3 is Senior and the everybody goes from there) (another another note(lol): so people have a season 5, and some don't they will, i just haven't got there)

Whitney Addison: She lives with her mom, and every summer goes to visit her dad, she is single and wants to stay that way
Season 1: when she goes to visit her dad she meets a guy, a very hot guy!
Season 2: Daniel proposes to her and she says no, but her friends convince her to change her mind, but he just wants to go out!
Season 3: She has a pregnacy scare with Daniel but at 4 months has a miscarage
Season 4: her and Daniels dream schools are miles apart but they both want to follow there dreams, but one day she goes to visit Daniel and he is making out with a girl!

Kirsty-Joe Smith: She lives with her grandma, both of her parents are in the army she is in a relationship with Milo but there not very serious cause Kristy-Joe is really focussed on school.
Season 1: her grandma dies and she sells her house and all the stuff inside, her parents can't come to the funeral but they ask her to move to Paris so they can see her more, she says yes, because her life is to much to handel between Milo and Logan.
Season 2: she goes to Paris and meets a guy and they fall madly in love.
Season 3: she comes back and ask to meet with Logan and he says yes thinking he's gonna get another chance, but instead he meets her boy-friend.
Season 4: Logan is still stuck-up on Kristy-Joe he even goes to the same school as her but at a party they share a very romatic moment.

Nollie O'neil: She lives with her dad cause her mom left when she was nine, she lives in a RV, her dad is a alcoholic and has anger mangement promblems and takes it out on her, she tires not to get to attached to a man but she is starting a relationship with Dylan.
Season 1: her dad leaves for like a month and she has no food or money and ask if she could live with Cecilia
Season 2: she decides to go find her mom and she finds her in Arizonia with a whole other family and she said she didn't want her.
Season 3: Nollie writes tons of letters to her mom telling her mom her life story her mom comes back to see her.
Season 4: her mom wants her to go to a school close by but she wants to go with all her friends she chooses her friends.

Cecilia Camden: she lives with her mom and dad who are always traveling, they are filthy rich she has a promblem with depression and cutting her self.
Season 1: she looses to much blood and is tarting to go inot acoma when Justin comes over and rushes her to the hopital and then after a week of being in acoma she awakes with all her friends around but no family.
Season 2: Justin breaks-up with her to go out with Devon, and she starts going out with Milo.
Season 3: she breaks-up with Milo cause she still loves Justin but Justin doesn't love her "so he says".
Season 4: Justin goes to her dorm room and wants her back but she doens't want him.

Devon Sorrvi: She doesn't have a home or a family she lives with Cecilia.
Season 1: she finds out she is pregant and goes to Cecilia for help they decide she should have an adoption they go looking they find a nice couple who wan't a kid really bad so Devon says "YES"!
Season 2: she starts going out with Justin she has a melt dowm when the family sent pictures of Bevin. (note: that is the name of her baby, they wanted to name kinda like Devon, but not exactly so they went for Bevin)
Season 3: she starts seeing Bevin weekly the baby starts calling her "mommy" the family disaproves and doesn't want her to see Bevin anymore and Devon doesn't take it well.
Season 4: Justin breaks-up with her, but she doesn't care she misses Bevin, she ask the family if she cam please be back in Bevin's life the family says "yes, as longs as the "mommy" word is not her's auntie or any other but not mommy"

Teal McAuley: She lives with her mom cause her dad died and since then she "thinks" shes over wait.
Season 1: she stops eating and at a party she faints Cecilia rushes over to make sure everything is okay, it is.
Season 2: she still isn't eating and her mom kicks her out because they got into a fight and she ask Cecilia if she could live with her and she says YES!
Season 3: she goes to make up with her mom, but she finds out she left she reads an artical about how if you stop eating you get really wrinkley so she starts eating, slowly, but surley.
Season 4: Milo tells her she is fat so she stops eating agian but Cecilia is the only 1 who knows her track record so she goes to beat up Milo!

Brendon DuGraw: he lives with his parents he was adopted but he doesn't know that. he is going out with Teal and he "thinks" his life is going great but he needs to take a closer look.
Season 1: he over hears him mom talking about adopting to someone he doesn't take it to serious though.
Season 2: he goes through a old alumb and finds adoption papers with his name on it and he confromts his parents and they tell him he is adopted.
Season 3: he ask Cecilia to help him find his real parents they find them and they want him back, he goes but it is only his mom!
Season 4: his adoptive parents want him to go to college around home, but he doesn't he wants to stay with him mom.
Season 5: his mom dies in a car wreak but doesn't doe instantily she tells him he has a sister who is away at college her name is, ELLA!!

Dylan Cole: he lives with his mom and step dad that abuses him, and he is in love with Nollie.
Season 1: dylan decides to not take the abuse any more and run away he goes to a hotel.
Season 2: he can't afford the room anymore and goes to Cecilia's and ask her if he can live with her but of course she says YES!
Season 3: he breaks up with Nollie cause she is not in the relationship.
Season 4: he finds that college is alot harder than he thought and he flunks out.

Logan Scott: he lives in his car he was adopted twice and has no idea who his birth mother and father was.
Season 1: he starts getting close to Kristy-Joe but she has a boryfriend. Things get really scary between all of them so when Kirsty-Joe moves to Paris, Logan is heart broken.
Season 2: Logan waits for Kristy-Joe but after 3 months he gives up and is heart broken.
Season 3: he meets Kristy-Joe's boyfriend and  is heart broken again.
Season 4: he starts trying to move on but can't at a party he and Kristy-Joe share a very romantic moment!

Milo Hurley: he lives with his mom and ad but they didn't want Milo he was a mistake so they don't give him any attention he is in a relationship wit Kristy-Joe.
Season 1: Milo is in a love triangle with Logan and Kristy-Joe but then she moves to Paris.
Season 2: Milo gets over Kristy-Joe ans starts going out with Cecilia.
Season 3: he is mad that Cecilia broke up with him so he decides to get into a fight with Justin.
Season 4: he tells Teal that she is fat and gets beat up by Cecilia.

Harley Laffetry: he lives with his blind grandma and her guide dog, he was beat up by a girl in jr. high and laughed at for the rest of jr. high so when he came to high school he was gay.
Season 1: he decides to open a online botique.
Season 2: his online botique makes alot of money and it turns into a real actual store.
Season 3: someone robs his botique and he gets really depressed and closes it his friends open it and fix it back and Harley is really happy he has great friends an an awesome job.
Season 4: he decides not to go to school his friends try to talk him in to it but it doens't work.

Daniel Perkins: he doesn't live in the the same town in Road Island and Whitney, but he moves there for her.
Season 2: he ask Whitney to marry him but she says no but then she changes her mind but so did he so they just go out.
Season 3: he and Whitney have a pregnacy scare.
Season 4: he and Whitney's dreams schools are miles apart but they follow there dreams and he cheats on her.

If you have any suggestions, feel free to leave a comment!
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